It sounds like you’re describing what I call “Hand Dances” (although I’m not sure I understand what movement or sensation you’re describing when you say your hands “folded over the energy.” Can you describe it in different words?)

When my hands move spontaneously in that way, I take it as an expression of innate biological wisdom. What I mean by that is that bio-energy is involved in healing (and also simply expressing Life), and the body does all this healing (and manifestation of the vital) without our conscious intervention.

For example, we don’t direct our cells in their functions, it’s just their “nature,” so to speak, to “know” what to do. Our conscious role is to remove obstacles to healing, perhaps sometimes add a boosting factor, but basically “we” don’t do our body’s healing, it’s our biology that does. I mean that in the broadest sense, which encompasses the bio-energetic.

So perhaps sometimes there is a need for energy to move in a certain path for optimal alignment with health (or the play of Life), and these Hand Dances may be the expression of that biological (or bio-energetic) self-regulation.

I think most people may be conditioned by upbringing to try to stay in apparent control of their bodies, and so may resist the urge to move in this way if they sense the urge at all, or may have blockages that are stronger than the subtle energy responsible for Hand Dance movements and therefore may not sense the energy in the first place, let alone allow it to manifest. So that may be why no one you’ve talked to knows what it is.

Marian